October 2009
Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People:
1. Lolshuddup.
2. HAHAHA, so immature.
3. I suspect you.
4. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
5. You’re absolutely adorable.
6. I wish I tried to talk to you on Sunday.
7. I got your baaaack.
8. You’ve changed.
9. I want to leave.
10. Dick move.
Nine Things About Yourself:
1. Totally impatient.
2. I’ve changed a lot.
3. I get excited over the weirdest things.
4. I love Lifehouse.
5. I’ve scored a total of one goal in soccer. FROM DEFENSE!
6. My grades are mediocre.
7. I’m 5’2.
8. I have a job.
9. I love reading Harlan Coben and Iris Johanson novels.
Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. Be yourself.
2. Listen to me.
3. Say cheesy things.
4. Tell me that you think of me a lot.
6. Be nice.
7. Be extroverted.
8. Spend time with me.
Seven Things That Cross Your Mind Alot:
1. Lifehouse
2. Physics
3. Calculus
4. Food
5. Gym
6. Facebook
7. Homework that I need to finish
Six People You Couldn’t Live Without:
1. Jolie
2. Christine
3. Chris
4. Mom
5. -
6. -
Five Turn Offs:
1. Hypebeasts.
2. Bad breath/Stuff in your teeth.
3. Asshomuddafucas.
4. When people type like “u r steeewpid.” Illiteracy, I suppose.
5. Stupid pranks.
Four Turn Ons:
1. Personality
2. Smile
3. Super sweet
4. Huuuuugs (:
Three songs that you like: (ATTHEMOMENT.)
1. Tie Me Down -New Boyz
2. Broken -Lifehouse
3. Abracadabra -Brown Eyed Girls
Two things you want to do before you die:
1. Jump out of a plane/Bungee
2. Become successful
One Confession:
1. I think about you sometimes
“We all have unfinished business to attend to, we all have a few shitty relationships here and there, and we all have situations that we wish with every part of ourselves every single day that they could have worked out differently. But at the end of the day, never doubt yourself, and never lose sight of loving yourself. It’s the most important thing.”
—(via poeticheartache) (via chrissyyx3)
A crapload of blogsecret posts.
11731.) I was not ready for this.
11689.) I wish you had chosen me.
11676.) I don’t think I can handle life very well. I worry that I’m going to end up killing myself someday, because of that. I hate this.
11647.) It makes me sad when I see a secret that I know is so true for me, but I wish it weren’t.
11635.) I have the distinct suspicion you’re playing me.
11531.) I am so ready to fall in love. But I have a funny feeling it’s never going to happen. I’m convinced that I’m going to end up alone.
11512.) I’ve changed so much in the past year. In a good way.
11446.) I need to relax more.
11422.) I just want to leave.
11405.) You’ve always been the one I wanted. Too bad you ran away before we could ever fall in love.
(via blogsecret)I'm pretty excited for homecoming next Saturday.
Life is good right now. (: I mean there’s still a couple of downs but it’s nothing I can’t fix. But I’ve been feeling terrific and hopefully I’ll continue staying happy. I’ve met someone pretty chill and now I’m waiting to see what happens from here. But I think it’ll be pretty good :) At least I’m hoping it will be.
Bleh, mom’s making me get off. X: BYES.
Sunday October 4th, 2009.
Probably one of the happiest days of my life. I scored my first soccer goal ever. And from defense too! It was ridiculously exciting. I kept jumping up and down screaming :p only my team knew why I was so happy, everyone in the stands looked at me like I was crazy. Can’t blame them really, I acted like a big psycho fersure :] And then after the game I went home to get ready to go hang out with him.. (: Highlight of my weekend. I haven’t been this happy in quite a long time. I can’t stop smiling and I get butterflies in my stomach whenever I think about him. Cheesy right? But it’s true. I don’t really know what else to say. Yesterday was pretty much perfect. And all my happiness from yesterday carried into today too. So I’m probably just the most content person on the planet right now. [x
Laughing isn't a nice thing to do
I can’t say that insults make me smile. They don’t. But I laugh it them because it helps me from being upset. According to 13493127492714987 people, I need to grow up. Good to know. I have my faults. That doesn’t mean anyone else have theirs. But it doesn’t matter to me. I’m just trying to live a drama free life. You all can hate me, I don’t mind. Just stop pulling me in when I want out.
